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[kylemon]

HELLO

My back hurts. I need to work on that.

Most people I'm friends with on here know what's going on with me, so... WHO'S OUT THERE? Because I have an image to share.

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[knuddeluff.livejournal.com]

D:

Go take a break, then

I'm just backing up Liz with these NUMEROUS DVDs
and making the pokememe backlog. :I

[kylemon.livejournal.com]

I only got on an hour ago, just something happening last night :(

How's the back-up going?

[knuddeluff.livejournal.com]

Maybe a break on the internets? Or chatting
with me if it's not what you're feeling
right now.

I'm sorry. D: Uhm, I never know what to say
when somebody says, "I wish I could help" but

I wish I could help.

[kylemon.livejournal.com]

Ahh, I dunno, maybe. Going outside yesterday was nice. Nono, besides you I don't have many people to talk to right now!

Thanks for the support!

[knuddeluff.livejournal.com]

Uhm, yeah, from my personal experience
sometimes you can't really force someone to
cheer up, you know? Like, I get a little annoyed
when people say cheer up! I DON'T WANT TO CHEER
I AM FRIGGING UPSET OKAY!!!

You've just got to let that negativity in, accept it, feel, experience the frustration, the sadness,
the loneliness, the irrational (or plain rational) anger in... And after you're spent from a emotional (or metaphorical tempter tantrum), you can finally let it go.

Sometimes I just want a hug, though D:

I'm not sure if that's the kind of negativity, you're feeling, though?

Have you eaten yet? Slept sufficiently? Took a break from the usual. These things certainly don't help with a bad mood. Uhm, maybe try communicating with an old, friendly...oh gosh, friend?

[kylemon.livejournal.com]

I suppose I might need to do that, not that I always feel like I have a choice

Actually, sometimes I've noticed that I feel bad for an hour and then start feeling better. Still... it's like a thing I felt like I personally did wrong

I just ate, got less sleep than usual (but I wanted to get up earlier than 11 anyway). Hm hm hm. I dunno what to do, but I'm going to play this game my friend bought for me soon.

Maybe I'll walk outside afterward...

WHY DO I FEEL I'VE FUCKED UP SOMEHOW

[knuddeluff.livejournal.com]

"I suppose I might need to do that, not that I always feel like I have a choice"

8(

[kylemon.livejournal.com]

WELL

I don't always have ways to cheer myself up so I mope around.

Nothing you did. :D

Basically, I'm the guy in my icon, without the implied hotness/goodness

[knuddeluff.livejournal.com]

Yes, this is exactly what I meant when I say I feel like I've fucked something up.

God, I am terrible at communicating on any level
am I.

Fuck it.

[kylemon.livejournal.com]

Sorry, tired. :(

You didn't do anything wrong!